Sunday, February 14, 2010

Sorry

“Good morning boss, sorry to bother you but I would like to know whether you will be staying for breakfast.”


“No, I won’t be.” His answer was brief but it doesn’t contain any deep or long meanings.


Sorry a five letter word that have every love and respect that we show to someone. He had heard many sorry. Sorry of many type. He believes that every word we say have a feel in it. Sorry, again a cute smile appeared on his face. Sorry with the feel of hatred, sorry with the essence of love, sorry with the sweetness of care, sorry for the sake of being perfect, funny na?


He walked to the bathroom and had a swift shower. “Beep, beep” his time to go to job. Oh! Sorry today is Sunday so no job. Again, what for, is it for the sake of being perfect? I hope so.


He said to his servant that he don’t need the breakfast, so he have a lot of time to take a long ride in his train of thoughts.


Sorry for the sake of being perfect. It’s funny that sometimes we have to act opposite to our concept. Just like wearing a mask and acting in a drama.


Sorry, it’s an act of fooling ourselves to make our loved ones happy. Sometimes we have to take the responsibility of all the problems that happened even though we were not a part of it and apologize. Just to see a smile on their face, the sorry with the sweetness of care.



“Zzz… Zzz…”

What was that?

He stopped his train of thoughts. It was his mobile.


“Hello.”
“Hello...”
“I’m really sorry. I was unable to call you before.”

It was a sorry with the essence of love.



“Never mind, how is your project going?”
“Wonderful da, missing you a lot.”
“Miss you too.”
“Boss is calling, call you later. Bye.”
“Take care, bye.”

Sunday, February 7, 2010

“Life is a tale told by an idiot”

IDOIT, AM I AN IDIOT?




Somewhere I have read “In every man there are so many other.” Is that true?


A smile appeared on his face; ‘a cute one’. That smile, it covers a lot of pain. Does an engineering student have this much problems, “nope” says him, “yes” says his mind.


Mind, it is like a jigsaw puzzle, we have all the pieces. What we have to do is just to put them in the correct one in the correct place. The role of friend comes in fixing the jigsaw; friend is the hint column where we get the hints to fix the jigsaw.

Friend, a true friend is not your shadow, is not your mirror image; but the one who is your eye, they see their world through you.



Like this the train of thoughts continues to travel to its unknown destination through his mind. Now in his train has new passenger his ‘best friend’.


It was raining outside. The night is dark and chilling. The cold breeze made his mind warmer. His main just had a rain of sadness that flushed away the bad feelings. He listened to the music of the rain. Rain, it is so amazing that those cute rain drops cares all those leaves that it touches and make them feel their presence.

“Ding Dong.” The sound of the old grandfather clock woke him from his thoughts. It is 2 am in the morning, for some it’s still the night. He walked towards the bed, sat on it. He felt the touch of sleep caring him, taking him slowly into a world if silence.


There were no dreams in his sleep. It may be because that he always had dreams in the day time. He always viewed thing in the way e wanted it to be. He never accepted the reality.